Monologue of the author, his manifestation of individuality and power we are giving up. Exposing the usage of meretricious lifestyle as a coping mechanism to cover up our own lost personalities, the author reflects on the mundane life and all its dogma, and our everyday struggle to cope and catch up with society’s expectations and norms. When we’re taking it all to a point of losing control of our own mind and lives, then crashing down into depression and the existential crisis seems to be inevitable.